Yes, I think I am even if I sometimes have felt that I had put the termination behind me at least to some extent. I slowly try to process the termination but most of the feelings are still there, the grief and the feeling of being let down.
As my former T told me it wasnīt about her not liking me, I ask myself the question, but "why then?" If she did like me, Iīm sure she did, why couldnīt she act in a non judgmental way and show me it was ok to be disappointed and bring complaints to her? I donīt get that at all.
It now feels Iīll have to spend a lot of time just talking about the termination with a new T.
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Originally Posted by SilentDemon
It sounds like you are still deep in the grieving process. I'm sorry she treated you so horribly. I can see why it would be almost impossible to learn to trust another therapist. Your grief and inability to make sense of what happened is very understandable because in truth, what happened makes no sense at all. It cannot be grasped logically and emotionally. No wonder you are in a bind in your search for a new therapist. Wishing you the best, PaulaS.
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