Thanks ThisWayOut. I'm really trying my best. I wish I could feel that trust I should have in her. But I got annoyed when I emailed her about what happened (not how it has affected me) and she gave just a quick response that was less than her usual. It's like, I can't do this, how am I supposed to rely on someone that can't give me her full attention for 5 minutes at a time like this when I have been such a dream client. When I didn't feel like I needed much support, she was there for me more.