So, if you've read my previous posts about living with a stranger in the house.

Nothing has come of me asking to get to know her, she's also now got a "perfect" out from socialising. Her mum has skin cancer, and she's being tested on Saturday to find out what stage its in. Firstly, Saturday? That has put me on edge as I am 98% sure they don't book tests for weekends? Please chime in if I'm wrong!!

Told my T everything today, and got told that just because there is a stranger around (which I need to accept) who has lied doesn't mean I'll get hurt.

But that's what I learned as a child, my house was always full of drunk/coked up pill heads. I had thrives live in my childhood home and been beaten for lying about stealing money I didn't steal, random men walking into my bedroom (I always screamed at them to get out) I've had "friends" lie to me about psychological issues they don't really have, and I've had people tell me they want to destroy everything I have when I'm already rock bottom.

I really don't know where this fits in, or if anyone can even offer advice? I feel so stuck and want to be able to let go of past pain, and more than anything I want to be proven wrong about this girl, but alarm bells are ringing and I'm hardly ever wrong.