I appreicate the feedback.

The thing is, he is touchy feely in public and we have a great intimate relationship. I just feel sometimes like it's all about him.

For example, He was off work yesterday, I sent him a good morning text like I do most days, I texted him again after lunch to see if he was even alive and he texts me saying sorry, that it was a lazy day for him. It just didn't make me feel very good to know he was just having a lazy day, so lazy that he couldn't even say hello. I don't need alot of text messages through out the day, but it would be nice to get one just so I know he's thinking of me.

So today, I haven't texted him and don't plan to until I hear from him first. Now I feel like I'm playing games. It would mean so much to me if just once in a while I was a first thought for him. Even if I'm busy at work, I make the effort and time to make sure to show him he's in my thoughts.

How do I ask him why it's such an effort for him to show me that I'm one of his first thoughts, just once in a while would be nice?