My depressions seem to always be very agitated now. I'm wired with the energy to Sh and make plans but hysterically crying 6 hours a day. I feel like I could run up and down he stairs a million times despite having all of my prn 4 mg clonz and 10 mg zyprexa plus 2 sleeping tablets I don't remember the name of. Yet I still have this internal energy that feels like or can only be released by Sh or running a marathon. My doc has put mixed state on my papers