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Feb 17, 2015, 10:54 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2015
Location: Indonesia
Posts: 93
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Hii!! So i'm just a girl with a weird soap-opera-like life. I'm really hoping for some solutions from you guys. hoping for the best here! 
I go to an all girl high school to help me cure this problem, but it didn't work. And my situation actually worsen..
So these are probably the MAIN cause of my problem:
1) I'm an extrovert who loves to talk, party, spending time with friends, and meeting new friends. But i'm really bad at handling 'popular girls'. Idk why, but everytime i'm near them it's as if i can't speak. I suddenly become really quiet and awkward.
2) I'm uncomfortable if i don't receive many likes, and if i don't have a lot of followers in my media social account. My friends have at least 200+, but i just have around 100..
3) I can't accept myself for who i am. Whether it's about my feelings, my looks, etc. I can't accept that i can be sad, i can feel lonely, etc.. It's hard to love life if i don't even accept and love myself.
I really don't know what to do.. I tried lots of things but it just didn't work. I just want to be a nice, wonderful, cheerful girl that i used to be back then. Well that's it i guess.. Wish me luck and thank you guys! 
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