Christina, I think that my need is just so great that it is overwhelming. I'm not sure what would be enough to help. I have stayed away for a while. You cannot point the finger at people and expect them not to be defensive. However my feeling not supported cannot be blamed on any one person, it is just the nature of how it works. If I went to a therapist that was great every day of my life, I am not sure that would be enough.

The whole obsessive thinking and worrying over every minute detail of life would be enough to drive anyone mad! They say you make your own "luck" and fortune in life. I cannot help but to feel very unlucky and at times cursed. Some folks do seem to have it all...

Thanks Christina...Love ya!