Hi DePressMe,
I try not to label myself because labels get outgrown, outdated, misused and assumptions can run a little rampid.
What's your worst symptom? What gets to you or holds you back the most? Can you concentrate on that one thing instead of trying to attend all of them at once?
You're not crazy-they're probably all connected and if you get to the root of it-you'll have a firm grasp on all of them. So try not to become overwhelmed by all of your different symptoms. (I know, easier said then done.)
You say you think it all stems from your childhood abuse, so I guess that's what you can stockpile everything in-one neat little locker labeled "Child Abuse". That makes me angry just thinking about it. It's all sooo neat and tidy, isn't it? One coward of an adult decides to mess with a child and she get to have a "child abuse" locker full of all kinds of neat little symptoms and pain. (((((((((DePressMe)))))))))))) Do you have anger issues? I do and a bad attitude.
My point about the locker is-yes, there are a lot of different symptoms you have but they're all basically growing from the same tree (the locker). Can you think of it like that?
I'm sorry you're going through so much. It's not fair and I hate that it's hurting you.
I hope this helps a little.