I was supposed to start a php program today but it got cancelled because of the weather. So now I have to wait until Thursday. I am so anxious and really don't want to go. I only got talked into it because last week I hit rock bottom and I didn't think my T would see me anymore if I didn't agree to go. Having to wait two more days to start is really going to be hard for me. I just want to get it over with. I just wish I could see my T again before going but there is no chance. And now I won't see her for at least 3 weeks maybe 4 depending on how long I stay in the program.