(((Justice)))
I am so sorry, hon. I understand, you told your story and it seems like no one cares. We so care, but it's true there are those of us who like you have gone through simailar things and it can be hard to read your story. Soo sorry, honey. I want to help all I can but, sometimes I can't even help myself.
I am 57 years old and have DID or MPD (as we used to call it) from years of childhood abuse from Mother, older male cousins( and there where a lot of them). I finally moved from Michigan, to the south,now Mississippi, and it has helped a lot. So, I truly hope you can move soon. Be safe and take care of you.
You are a very brave and strong woman.