Dear bipolar,

You always tell me how great things will be when we finally get to where we're going if I will just have little more faith but you always let me down and leave me in the hospital. You're the reason why I have to take medicine every morning and every night. You told me I could be great, I could be the best and instead I've lost all my friends, I've gained weight and I'm alone. I hate you more than any one thing in my life. I lost the love of my life because of you. You never announce yourself, you just let yourself in whenever you want and destroy everything I've built and then leave when you want. I hate you more than I've ever hated anything or anyone. If I could kill something it would be you.