It's a thought provoking question Jenni. I used to think about karma the way you do but I have seen too many things that have shown me differently. I have seen very kind and compassionate people die too young when I feel the planet deserved to have those sort of people here. I've seen very good people struggle and struggle and they never get a break. And I've also seen bullies rise to the highest level in their profession, how is that fair? I could go on and on with examples of the so-called karma not working. I understand what you are feeling with this but you need to let it go for your own sanity.