I hate how I feel right now things were going so well in my life I went to the doc & got help with my ED then then we moved to a lovely new house & things are going really good I have put on over a stone in weight & everyone tells me that I look great for it.

But why cant I see it I hate my body & the way I look all I can see is fat every were I have started to take slimming tablets again & working out even though I have disabilities that make it nearly impossible to do I look at the photos that I took when I was at my lowest & I like It & want to look like that again but with a bit more weight off me would be nice.

Why do I feel like this again?
I hate feeling so FAT & down all the time
Can anyone help me to feel better I wish I was happy with my self but I just cant be & no one understands how I feel