Well I got up this morning and wrote my pdoc a long email (actually wrote it last night and edited this morning). She will get it Monday if she works that day.

I am still feeling sick at the thought that I trusted a doctor (Harvard training) who flat out lied to me on several occasions. I feel so ill that I am having trouble doing anything and barely eating.

She thought I should be grateful (my interpretation) that she was keeping me on for med. visits as she said she's giving up more of those to some of her underlings. I don't really want to see her again, but feel stuck because I need my xanax scripts.

Since my therapist reports to this pdoc, I feel it will be a bit of a sticky situation for her when I see her this coming Wednesday - how can she say anything bad about her boss? I need to have her support right now desperately though!