I had a strange day. When I got to work I noticed that someone had rearranged my desk. I did not appreciate this too much. They have been getting on my case because I have papers on my desk and they are not "arranged" just like the head brass wants them. I know it is such a trivial thing for me to get upset about, but I kept getting more aggravated as the day wore on about my desk being bothered. No one would admit to rearranging my desk and nobody seemed to know who did it. I feel like the Junior manager and the office manager are out to get me. Maybe I am just being paranoid. One of the girls will be leaving us in 2 weeks. I will miss her.

I remember when I was praying last week I knew I could not handle this job in my own strength. Yes I will have to rely on the Lord to help me. Now I have an ugly cold coming on and my nose and sinuses are stopped up. I don't want to go to the doctor because I was just there last week for a shot in my shoulder and I can't afford to go back again so soon.

I need to find the good as well as the bad. I had a wonderful patient and we started talking about local folklore and history and that was so much fun. I love taking care of my patients. The doctors at our office were also pleasant. I think I need to just find a way to not let the petty people get to me. Easier said than done.