lizzy3093, Hello and welcome to PC. The other posters have given you some good pointers. I was sexually abused as a child and I only have vague memories of some of the things that you describe. My stepfather exposed himself to me and I do remember that but the other stuff is so vague. I agree that a therapist is the only way to reach any answers as this subject is a difficult one.

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