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Originally Posted by LDB1
I have auditory hallucinations. I hear someone calling my name or having conversations that I just cant make out in a quiet room. Sometime I get visual hallucinations also but they are limited to seeing movement from the corner of my eye but nothing is there.
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I have those too, especially my name. It is so annoying when no one is in the house and I will hear my name being yelled from across my house...
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Ew no she never smiled, but she did have that prescence about her. I would freeze. I never screamed, but I would freeze. She was scary, but I kind of want to say something next time I see her. I bet I would just freeze up if I ever do again though.
Was she kind of tall?
I feel the exact way about the numbers. I feel like the government is after me because I haven't paid the hospital. They leave creepy robotic voicemails.
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I would always scream right after she would leave, but before then I would not be able to move at all. And yea she is decently tall, probably around 5'10''.
Thankfully, our insurance paid the mental hospital, but not the emergency one, so we have to figure out how to pay that... I feel like they just are waiting for me to have a psychotic break and they are giving me mind controlling devices to cause it and if I stop it, then they will put me back anyway... I don't know which one to do...
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself.
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Med cocktail:
Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg