Hi BudFox,

First, welcome to PC. I'm sorry you are having this experience. I was terminated by my first T. In some ways, it is very similar to yours so I understand the range of emotions a painful termination brings. My former T said it would be "egregious" for him to stay on as my T. It is still difficult for me to talk about today (eight years later). No one fully understands how my life changed that day, including me.

Feel free to vent here….