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Old Feb 18, 2015, 01:45 AM
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Originally Posted by A18793715 View Post
I've noticed around 11pm, I start to feel different. I can't sleep until the sun comes up. I tend to do a lot of things that I have no memory of but have proof by FB messages, text messages, my boyfriend telling me, etc. The world feels heavier, my paranoia increases, voices louder, my feeling of dread deepens, and so on. It's like all my symptoms get worse and every time I look at the clock, it's always 11pm-12am when it starts. It's 12:20am right now. After I manage to fall asleep after the sun comes up, I feel my normal after waking up.

Does this happen to anyone else? My doctor thinks it's DID. I would be so depressed to find out I have schizophrenia, major depression, PTSD, panic disorder and then DID on top? Sigh.
I recently got my diagnosis changed to schizoaffective disorder bipolar type. I can relate on a lighter level. My symptoms get worse between 3-4 a.m. My paranoia gets really bad at that time. It is because of the nature of my paranoia. I also sometimes forget things when I am in a psychotic state. I hope this helps somewhat.
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Dx: Schizoaffective disorder, bipolar type

Tx: Lamictal 100 mg
Lorazepam 2 mg
Geodon 160 mg



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