I have been bipolar for 16yrs and amcrashing. No feelings of self worth. Feel like suicide. I don't knowwhat to do. I am on meds and everything but just don't feel like anything is worth anything any more. I am on social security disability and my hobby--genealogy--just doesn't interest me any more.

I tried suiced twice in the past 1990 and 1994 and feel like I am going there again. Just feel like nothing is worthwhile.