I understand. The jealousy, the neediness.
Thankfully I live in a big city so the chances of me running into my therapist are slim (yet I do fantasize about running into her, just to see what she's like "in real life").

Maybe it would be better if you didn't text so much? That's why it would be good for you to tell her about this. Of course, you don't want the texting to stop, it's understandable. But maybe it would be better in the long run?