Is there any thing that would make this easier. I feel I'll regret it I'm sure as I regret most of my decisions.
I'm tired and really need to do this for me. I've been providing for everyone for 25 plus years and they just take me for granted. My kids 24 and 25 are grown now. They aren't really bad just inconsiderate and disrespectful to me. I've abused my body taking care of them providing them with everything they needed. As well as for my wife of nearly 30 yrs. I feel it's been a marriage of convienance. Witholding sex and using it as a weapon. I'll have you know I've been faithful all along but have been accused of cheating on a regular basis. I come home every nite have no friends due to her insecurities. Don't drink drug nor raise my hands in anger. I'm a loner now and don't care much for other people now. And she complains about that. Honestly I'm a good man. In better shape than most people 15yrs plus younger than me. All except for my failing body that is
I could go on and on but why bother.
I just think if I don't take this chance now I'll never try
Thanks