Depression is a beast. It lays in wait until you forget its there...then it pounces. I thought that the amount of work I have to do would push my anxiety scores up, but its just the opposite - the busier I am the more depressed I get. Go figure? I suspect the depression is telling me I am not really happy in my job, although I love it and the people I work with too. For the longest time, I thought my depression was related to breaking up with my ex in July. But apparently not. My GP upped my anxiety and depression meds, and I am still depressed. .I guess its time to call up my therapist again.
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