I don't know where to post anymore. I'm not depressed right now just kinda numb. I have therapy after work. There's so much I feel like I need to talk about, but I'm not really wanting to. I'm not even sure I'll be able to afford therapy much longer. I'm just everywhere and nowhere. I just want fixed. I'm happy with my care team. I just wish was easier to afford the care you need. Blah....