Paula, I've read some your previous posts and respect the hard work youre willing to put into therapy. Like you I'm with a "good enough" T and its not emotionally enriching but cognitively has been helpful. We might envy the good relationships others on PC describe with their Ts, but what you've got with this new one sounds hopeful. Would you like to tell her, "lets go 4 sessions (or whatever) and evaluate if we should go forward?" Wish Id done that myself! Sorry about the factory aspect of a nonprivate practice. Agreed that would be hard to adjust to. Good luck whatever you decide.