hey guys, just wanted to check in. guess i'm folding because i'm tired of the up and down moods, so i am making an appointment to see psych and a therapist, need to get some more crap out of my brain. big steps, big steps right? right. hmm. i am also making an appointment with a gp and a dentist. me time, me time, me time, me time me time me time me time.

although, i am not sure if i want to take meds. blahb alhbalbhalh. i will start with a mood stabilizer; that, i am willing to take.