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I went to the extra effort of mailing him information about BPD i thought surely he would read it but I guess he didn't. So I feel like his frustration with my anger is TOO DAMN BAD. He's made no effort to figure out what's going on he's just willing to accept that I've changed, no concern why, he's fed up.
He said today AT THIS POINT IN TIME I DON'T CARE. (My son is 47 years old)
Anger is a part of BPD anyway but who would not be angry to try so hard to explain I might as well BE TALKING IN GREEK or some other foreign language.
If I slit my wrists in front of him would he maybe wake up.
I have been there for the past few years especially with a problem he's had with his son I can't tell you how many hours trying to help and but now he doesn't have even one minute for me. I'm hurt and angry and frustrated.
its one thing not to be understood because you won't communicate but what about when you try really hard and its just A WASTE OF TIME
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