I keep thinking about your post... and I don't know what I can say that would be helpful... because I am so angry at your pdoc on your behalf... it boggles my mind that she thought that lying to you was OK...she showed such incredible lack of "everything"...

If possible, I wouldn't go back to her for your meds... I am too am concerned that when you go in for a med check, "it" will just be there and you will have to re-live the experience...

thinking of you... freewill