I wonder, if these headaches are product of my depression, or of staring at a computer screen all day. No matter. I'm tired and cold. This night is going to be the coldest of the winter so far, windchill -24 or around about. I don't feel well at all, emotionally. My stupid brain keeps reminding me of happier times, I guess in an attempt to cheer me up, when really it only makes me nostalgic and sad... I miss 2010, 2011, 2013 (excluding 2012, which was the year my grandma died). It's different now. I feel like I've lost everything good that I once had, and now there's no more good things left to replace this aching void. I feel so empty. So little to live for, yet I am still here.
I wonder why...