I am a social retard. Some people thinks it's charming which pisses me off because it's a disability. I wish I could just feel ok. Functional. I'm not looking for rainbows and candy and I don't want to be sad. I'm looking for that healthy medium that the rest of the population seems to achieve.

I guess I am kind of arrogant given the attention I have received from my math professors and a naturalist (rich, brilliant... rich).

People have called me crazy before.

I have the biggest heart though. Am a woman of courage and bravery. I've been helping people all my life. I dare not hurt a strangers feelings in everyday interaction. Most of the stuff I bought with my student loan money I gave away to a charity. I sold them for prices extremely low out of the desire to make someone's day.