I was recently rediagnosed as bipolar. I was originally diagnosed as major depression disorder and couple anxiety. I have felt "ok" past week or so not happy or some minor episodes of depression.
Today at work I felt as if I couldn't catch up with my mind. I wasn't anxious but more of not enough things to think of (if that makes sense). I was also pretty irritable when things weren't going as I wanted to and had some jealousy bouts about coworkers socializing w each other rather than with me (I'm not sure how that feeling came about). I also ordered a 300 dollar watch that put me over the limit.

Was/am I having a manic episode??? I'm not happy or excited, just kinda "fast" impatient irritable and I guess grouchy. Any input sharing or ways to deal with it. And if I'm not manic does anyone know what I'm describing.