Once I was waiting for my appointment working in a cafe near the office. I work in the cafe anyway pretty often since I live in the neighborhood. Before appointments I'm really nervous and I take the hour just before in the cafe to drink something, go to the bathroom, check the mirror etc... So this time, I'm working on my laptop, and suddenly T comes in. I nearly died from anxiousness, and he looked so handsome too. I don't think he saw me, and he went to the counter to get something I guess. Then a minute later, I see him leaving and it doesn't look like he's bought anything (though it wasn't well lighted and maybe he just scarfed down a cookie?). He still hasn't shown any indication he saw me (I was off to his side) even though I am staring at him.

To this day I don't know if he avoided looking at me on purpose. Because it was strange to me that he left so quickly. I didn't bring it up in session.

Also, now he has ruined the cafe for me, because I am afraid that if I work there on other days, and he sees me, he might think I am there to see him. I thought about telling him this specifically so there is no misunderstanding. But I also don't want to bring it up and just want to act natural and like its not a big deal. It is my neighborhood after all.