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I am not sure how much of my depression is genetic /chemical and how much is situational.

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How does this play into your thoughts about ending therapy? Is it because if you think that your depression is chemical, then you don't see that further work can be done? Just trying to get a sense of where you're at.

You said you have been in therapy for half your life? Where do you see yourself now as opposed to when you 1st started?

I can't even imagine my therapy being completely. I feel like I have only scratched the surface. Plus I am so afraid to lose him, I don't even want to think about it.

I don't really think of therapy in terms of it being completed when I "get better." I guess I see it as a constant process of restructuring my personality... and coming to a greater understanding of myself. I can't really define what would be the end point.