Hi Sundance,

No, I don't live in the Toronto area. I'm a little further east than that. I'm on the edge of the ocean.

I'm not sure why the planes from the Air Show make me shake and cry. I mean, they *really* upset me. Yes, the noise is a big factor in it because these are formations of fighter jets flying right over the top of me!! And they are sooo beautiful. I was impacted upon the most by the pilot and copilot from the plane crash, so maybe I'm crying because of the pilots in these wonderful fighter jets. I don't know. It just hurts a lot to watch them, and I don't seem to have much control over "freaking out".

No, I haven't talked to a therapist about this or anything about working on the disaster. I've just mentioned it, and that's all. I would find it EXTREMELY difficult to go into detail about it with someone who doesn't get it....who wasn't involved. It's just not something I can do.

I will be okay. It's not like the first couple of years afterwards, when all of us where bonkers! I guess it just takes time to heal.

Thanks for caring,

(((Sundance)))