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Originally Posted by KaraD
Maybe you saw the wrong therapist? Finding a good one that does something besides being a sounding board is tough, but well worth it. I can relate to what you're going through, its awesome you caught on to it being unhealthy. Please consider active therapy   |
Hey KaraD, thats for reading and responding. Also thanks for the hug.
I definitely agree that I saw the wrong therapist. However, I'm just at a semi state of panic right now and I feel like my time would be better invested towards developing skills to provide me different opportunities. Like being completely independent from my parents and hopefully provide an IT related service or become an indie developer.
I am currently investing all of my time towards developing my programming ability in five different programming languages. I just want to use whatever potential I have left and capitalize on it before it becomes too late.
Developing my coding ability is kind of my way of active therapy. I think your insight is great but I just need to be productive at the moment and keep my mind distracted so I won't slump back into depression. If the problem continues, hopefully I'll have enough money to pay for a good therapist.