Thanks all. I just feel so terrible when they tell me how great I am but I feel like h***. I find it so hard to talk to them because it hurts them when I'm not doing well. My dad doesn't even know about how I am struggling, he lives far enough away that he can't witness it. I'm trying so hard to appear normal, so hard to finish my college degree. But I feel like I'm drowning.
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Bipolar II
Currently attempting med-free with therapy.
We'll see how it goes.
"Human history is not the battle of good struggling to overcome evil. It is a battle fought by a great evil, struggling to crush a small kernel of human kindness."
-Vasily Grossman
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