thanks, I have OLD family members who were schizo, They saw the dark years of psychiatry, back in the 50's and 60's for some a very dark time. I suppose with everything on my plate I am tired of it all. I have chronic illness and with my DID yes some of me have different illness intensities. I was stable for about 5 years until just a few months ago and I actuall had a friend die. It has started a land slide of sadness I will not recover from quickly.