Doing better today.....yesterday i relized I had run out of my latuda and hadn't had any for two days. The disconnect feeling was from the withdrawl, I think.
I forgot to drop off the Rx last Thursday when I got it, took it in on sat they said the didn't have that dose in stock, so come back mon. Forgot to pick it up until Tuesday .....then left it in the car. so I did get it last night and my head is quite and calm.
I'm very glad for the Rx coverage I have, the other parts of my insurance can suck but they paid 2,560.26 for my three month supplies, I paid 6.60. Who can cover a med that expensive?

Been taking a hard look at my part in my mental health care, not liking what I see. If I have just accepted my Dx much sooner and when I saw new docs and just admitted to the BP I might have gotten stable years ago. Hmm, maybe shouldn't be going there either but it's time to own up to my refusal to admit to some symptoms.....oh no, I'm not irritatable, no not at all. I never have more energy than I know what to do with it.
Just help me with the depression, but no ADs please. sure just tie their hands from the first meeting and then run when they start bringing up BP. Doing that didn't help me...well ok it helped me stay in Denial, you know not the one in Egypt, the one that scews you over. Haha weak joke there.