again today, suicidal thoughts from no where. called crisis team, focus line, they made me call nhs direct, a doctor called me back, teling me to come off prozac altogether and go and see my doc on monday. two weeks off 'washout' so i can try something
else.told me to take extra diazapam.i did, slept 2 hours, wide awake again. calmed down a bit. i hate this depression, it's like a worm eating away, getting its fill and then carrying on.how much longer.