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Originally Posted by sickchick24
So you know how when you write in your journal and you can hear your voice and feel your personality shine through the words? Well for like all of my childhood I didn't really have that. Like I didn't know what my personality was or who I really was as a person. So I'd try to sound like a preppy popular white girl. I've recently found my internal voice and have been creating myself (basically just tryna be a good person). Does anyone have thoughts on this? Could this be a dissociative disorder of some kind? I have a history of depersonalization disorder.
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Back before there were computers and word processors, I hand wrote a 6 page rough draft for a short story in high school. Most interesting part I noticed was that every 1/2 page was a dfferent handwriting technique, like it was a collaboration between 5 different people, and I didn't remember writing most of it.
I said that's normal and carried on. Still kinda sticks out in our head today.
In my head I have plenty of voices. They are all my lifelong itty bitty committee that vote, decide, express opinions on every thing in front of us. It's like, "okay what do yall think?"
Pretty nutz I'm coming to find out.
To get the answers that you are lookng for, you need to talk to a therapist and put the miles in.