sorry...I feel like ive been making so many threads about my issues that I just feel like I'm starting to bother everyone here but I don't know what else to do since this is one of my ways to let things out...

Im having a triggered break down right now...i don't want to get into the details about it right now. I instantly went to hide in the garage so I could break down in private. first thing I could think of was cutting so I started cutting...the first cut is always painful then I become numb afterwards...watching my blood flow out calmed me down a little for some reason...I'm going to walk my dog then go pick up my trazodone prescription. gonna go to my godsisters house afterwards to take my med and have a place to sleep everything away...I can't be here at my family's house right now. I can't deal with it. I will go crazy...I'm just trying to keep my mind from thinking to suicide like it usually does because I think if I do...then something might actually happen this time

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