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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
I've depersonalized through mania. And everyone was out to do me, or bury me in the woods. Everyone was in on the scheme and I prepared myself to be murdered, but it never happened. To beat it I tried to get arrested and pulled out of the situation but all I got was a ticket. I can't believe my mind goes there but it does beyond my mental control. I get ya. I hope you are seeking pro help. Get the proper DX and the help you need 
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Yeah it can be crazy! I'm so glad I'm not at that state of mind anymore. What helped me beyond the meds and the therapy was myself tho. I took on a new attitude which was to be more positive and take life lightly. Cus none of us get out alive anyway so might as well have the most fun possible. Also there's this saying that if life weren't funny I'd be tragic. So I try to live by that and gain some humor from my misery. And I've gotten into spirituality too which helps a lot. It's not religion at all. It's more like a self journey. Discovering myself has helped loads and I'm still searching for exactly who I am. Hope you find the same thing. Best of wishes [emoji173]️