Hi striking,
I was doing well, I was losing weight but not too much, was very healthy and happy and enjoyed life. To be honest, I need to figure out exactly what happened-- like I said, I didn't use to be this obsessed and fearful. All I know is that I feel very alone and ashamed of this "secret" of mine. Not sure I understood your other question-- if you mean why the mean and immature comments of others bother me so much, that is because I used to be one of the people that their comments pertain to, and I still feel hurt by those comments. I mean, yeah they like me now, but how much would you be willing to bet they wold have liked me a few years ago when I was 220 lbs?
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Originally Posted by striking
You say you were doing well at one point so you have it in you to succeed. So what happened and how do you get yourself back on track?
Your self perception is that of someone who is imperfect and therefore the mean-spirited and immature so these judgments and comments hit home for you? Would you say these people helpful or hurtful to your recovery?
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