It really makes me sick, after therapy I think about my T next two days and feel sad and send him emails, it gets better after some days and then I see him again. I know he is attached to me but does it change something? No, he is still just a T, doesn't matter what he feels for me.

Sometimes I look in this forum when I feel bored and it makes me sick when I read how much people post about their Ts, dont take it personal, it's just how I feel. Sometimes I want to save all those people from attachment to their Ts.