It´s now like a nightmare or something as I´ve now received an answer from this potential T saying that she believes we should end our contact. She didn´t comment at all on what I said and the questions I had for her about therapy, questions she told me was ok to send her, she didn´t answer.

She used the expression that she believes we should but I think it´s over anyway. She got to know about my former termination and I told her, and have several times told her, that I saw our sessions as positive. I can´t really get this, I don´t understand it as she in the sessions told much about her being "open to conflicts" and she seemed understanding.

I´ve e-mailed her back and said I don´t want to exclude her as a potential T, I´ll now have to wait for an answer. I´m almost in some kind of chock, I just feel empty.