Hey, well i agree with ozzie too... And talking about it is scary (beleive me) my mom freaked, but my therapist told her all about it and it got better... all she told me after the talk with my therapist is that if i go too deep that i tell her. (but i dont think i would) But it might help to get a therapist and then have her talk to ur parents with you about SI... The only reason parents freak is because they think ur killing urself and thats not the case...

hope things turn out for u and u can message me any time u need to talk... alright....