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Originally Posted by Suraya
Now it’s kind of settled into a deep wave of despair and it isn’t lifting. I’ve developed a deep need and attachment for T after four years of being with her. I have almost no desire to live – no motivation to do anything I used to enjoy – no hope or goals for a future. I think about therapy and T and why I feel horrible and what I need to do to heal….I think about this nearly 24/7. So how does therapy help if all I do is think about therapy and think about T?
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I'm really sorry things are so horrible for you.
If you were feeling this way for 4 years, i'd say consider trying something different (new therapist perhaps). But since you've only recently developed the attachment, needs are now surfacing that you may have been repressing before. In that case, it might be uphill from here. But it takes a LONG time.
I'd consider antidepressants. Is that something that you have done, or have considered lately?