Thanks to everybody I wasn't thinking to this problem very much in this period and thinking about it again has been a bit painful, but now I'm feeling some more hope...only some Right now I have some other things to face and I don't think to can handle driving now, but maybe I'll try to do it in future.
All your suggestions are good.
Crystal, can you tell us something about how you use meditation, when you have times?
I'd love to keep in touch with you