Yes. I think we both love each other a lot.
I already told him about talking to someone but he said he has no problem.

He did not have a wife, neither kids in his city. I know it is hard for him... I am trying to be there as much as I can. Although, he had some bad relationships with exes (they cheated on him and were really abusive). I always knew that he was more sensitive than he said and also, he had a wounded child somewhere... But it looks like he doesn't want to take care of his health and himself. He ignores that behavior like if it was normal.

People keep telling me to move on and don't endure this... But I love him. With or without this disorder...