((((((((((((Moonkin))))))))))))))))

Moonkin, you made a promise to yourself that you were going to turn this thing around -- and just look at the progress you have made. You joined a club, you are getting out.

Inside, you may feel the same, but outside you have made progress.

Everytime the nasty committee in your head tells you are living in a dream, nothing helps, nothing seems real -- tell them to shut up! Shut up, shut up, shut up.

And replace these distorted messages with what you know it true -- you are different, you are working hard to pull yourself up millimeter by millimeter, YOU ARE REAL and the negativity is false.

I am praying and pulling for you.